O my critic, leave me to my loneliness. I swear by a love that will combine you with a most beautiful lover to leave me alone. Leave me to my dreams and patience till tomorrow. Tomorrow will judge me as it pleases. Your sermons scald me and take me to a place where life is dead and cold; as a desert in winter night. My heart is small. I want to deliver it from the darkness of my chest. I want to free it from it's deathly prison and rest it upon my shoulder, so the world must see it's deep buried secrets. Leave me my critic and do not advise me, because the calamities have opened my eyes. The tears have expanded my sight and the sadness has ta